I dreamt of her. I keep having dreams of her. What will never be for real, keeps haunting me in these dreams. In the dream, she called me on the phone. While I was talking, she came up from behind and held me. I moved away her arm. Then it all went away, and I …
Month: August 2010
व्यर्थं
परिभ्रमसि किं व्यर्थं क्वचन चित्त विश्राम्यतांस्वयं भवति यद्यथा तत्तथा नान्यथा।अतीतमपि न स्मरन्नपि च भाव्यसङ्कल्पय-न्नतर्कितगमनाननुभवस्व भोगानिह॥Why do you wander, o mind? Rest. The natural course of things is to happen and this cannot be changed. It is inevitable. Therefore enjoy the pleasures, whose arrival and departure cannot be ascertained, without remembering the past and without expecting …
Drown
The music was so loud. I had it on earphones, which made it even louder. I wanted it loud, as loud as possible without blowing my brains out, but it was still too loud. But I did not turn it down. It drowned everything else. Just some sounds, and heavy music, and yelling voices. LOUD. …
One Life 