Darkness descends on me like a great bird's wings misty hedges, wet back alley float by How long will I be here filled with concrete counting my breath Time is ticking ticking ticking will it be future when it ends will anyone have waited for me
All at once
The universe is arriving all at once. No refuge where its infinite detail does not bloom to fill all available surface Not a moment’s escape from its unfolding of enormous sky, glass, moving bodies that have nothing to do with me. No respite today from turmoil boiling up from a center that has never known …
Why I Stopped Micro-Dosing
Micro-dosing ushered in my life a wave of stillness, joy and vibrance. Then, after some months came the crest.
The Cosmic Plan
'Don't worry, it's all going according to plan.' I have often heard religious people say this about the course of the world. I harbour a similar feeling, but with some differences, that I would like to simply describe, without explanation or persuasion.
Why Everything?
I have always been driven by a burning hunger to understand all of existence. When I was a young boy, I actually believed that I would grow up to be the one to find the Grand Unified Theory of Physics: the final single answer to the question of Life, the Universe and Everything. As I …
One Life 